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Please, God, in the Event of Dictatorship
Allow me to run from America and, if it be Your will, / Have Germans roll out their welcome mats / As America opened her arms to my parents / When they escaped Berlin in the ’30s.
Tide Pools
"Draw me a mermaid, Mommy." “Okay,” I answer my two-year old daughter. She watches me outline the figure in pencil on pink construction paper. The mermaid turns out to be feminine, unashamed of her bare breasts, and ready to swim in a dangerous ocean. I envy her.
My Therapist Shows Me How to Write in the Affirmative or An Alternative to Writing “Don’t Kill Yourself”
stay kin stay kin stay kin stay kin / stay kinder to myself stay kinder to myself stay kind stay alive / I want to stay kind I want to stay alive I want to stay kind I want to stay alive I want to / stay alive stay kind stay be alive be kinder to myself be kinder to myself
Chaucer’s Wives Come Knocking
What did she have to be so boisterous about, I thought, furiously. She was fat and out of control, and it was easy to make fun of her. I wrote a mocking modern tale about a loud-mouthed woman in Los Angeles who sold real estate, like my mother did at the time. I got a good grade, and I proudly shared it with her. God forgive me.
She Replants
The family tree is gnarled and warped. Witch’s bony / knuckles and fingers sprouting from a dark corner of the earth. / It hangs like a curse and blights the lonely apple that grows, / hiding. A thin branch reluctantly bows to its weight.
Moon (as translated from the Hebrew of Nathan Alterman)
Even an old landscape has a moment of its birth. / The strange, impregnable / And birdless skies. / Under your window, moonlit on the earth, / Your city bathes in cricket-cries.
[a go phone shivers something important past outdoor seating pints and appetizers]
a go phone shivers something important past outdoor seating pints and appetizers / while the quiet trumpet flower springs bright jazz with a deep throated calico reach / like schoolyard entropy with a slow universe heat death blasted from lily depths
Still Wondering if You Made It
I’ve been able to miss you, without knowing / if your silence began at the grille of a truck / on a state route at dusk, or with a secret / decision, or in sudden sickness I’d never learn
the first thing about
Shutdown.log
if (soul == None): / log("disconnection detected"); / backup("last known version of me");
Parietal Operculum
Someone said your skin / is like velvet, which produced only a worn out / glimmer in the region, but when I touched // you I was myself full of ocean nettles, scalpels / and scythe, yellow and deep rose, forest green.
Ars Poetica with Amateur Tarot
While my lover the tarot reader is comatose / in the bedroom after a night of talking to a god / I could not taste or touch, I scatter / the cards across the living / room like spores
into darkness.
an “i want” poem about hilarious masochism
to get sunburnt / on the scalp & the top of the shoulders / where it freckles after the second burn
Are You the One?
My first marriage ceremony was held in my mother’s apartment on 79th Street just east of Park Avenue in a pre-World War Two building with a doorman and canopy.
Letter from the Editorial Director
I don’t know about you, but I’m sick to death of the artificial bullshit glutting our internet. I’m sick of scrolling past stilted videos of eerily fluid, cartoonish people in nauseating yellow lighting.
The Assembly Line Flow
Move and manufacture, / produce and progress / till guide, slide, shove / devolves to push, pull, / snap back on a fallen piece.

