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(Maternity) Leave
There is a stretch of the most precious time in the mornings, after your husband has gone to work, when the baby wakes up and you feed her and she falls asleep on your chest, her small arms holding your torso, their full length barely reaching the edges of your back.
Laws of Motion
once, you said everything keeps moving until something stops it / so I wonder if it was time that slowed us / or the quiet between what we meant and what we said
Please, God, in the Event of Dictatorship
Allow me to run from America and, if it be Your will, / Have Germans roll out their welcome mats / As America opened her arms to my parents / When they escaped Berlin in the ’30s.
My Therapist Shows Me How to Write in the Affirmative or An Alternative to Writing “Don’t Kill Yourself”
stay kin stay kin stay kin stay kin / stay kinder to myself stay kinder to myself stay kind stay alive / I want to stay kind I want to stay alive I want to stay kind I want to stay alive I want to / stay alive stay kind stay be alive be kinder to myself be kinder to myself
She Replants
The family tree is gnarled and warped. Witch’s bony / knuckles and fingers sprouting from a dark corner of the earth. / It hangs like a curse and blights the lonely apple that grows, / hiding. A thin branch reluctantly bows to its weight.
Moon (as translated from the Hebrew of Nathan Alterman)
Even an old landscape has a moment of its birth. / The strange, impregnable / And birdless skies. / Under your window, moonlit on the earth, / Your city bathes in cricket-cries.
[a go phone shivers something important past outdoor seating pints and appetizers]
a go phone shivers something important past outdoor seating pints and appetizers / while the quiet trumpet flower springs bright jazz with a deep throated calico reach / like schoolyard entropy with a slow universe heat death blasted from lily depths
Still Wondering if You Made It
I’ve been able to miss you, without knowing / if your silence began at the grille of a truck / on a state route at dusk, or with a secret / decision, or in sudden sickness I’d never learn
the first thing about
Shutdown.log
if (soul == None): / log("disconnection detected"); / backup("last known version of me");
Parietal Operculum
Someone said your skin / is like velvet, which produced only a worn out / glimmer in the region, but when I touched // you I was myself full of ocean nettles, scalpels / and scythe, yellow and deep rose, forest green.
Ars Poetica with Amateur Tarot
While my lover the tarot reader is comatose / in the bedroom after a night of talking to a god / I could not taste or touch, I scatter / the cards across the living / room like spores
into darkness.
an “i want” poem about hilarious masochism
to get sunburnt / on the scalp & the top of the shoulders / where it freckles after the second burn
The Assembly Line Flow
Move and manufacture, / produce and progress / till guide, slide, shove / devolves to push, pull, / snap back on a fallen piece.
On the Death of a Queen
there is laughter like the ripples / when something dark breaks the water, / the laughter of children colliding
with the inert thigh of their mother / stood hollering
Pennypoker1919 to His Followers
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